| Just a moment (or week) or weakness. It's really irksome that I still succumb to these feelings, because it drags me down...and takes forever to bounce back from again. Maybe it's the fact that we're all going a little crazy here...I left home at 1 pm yesterday and am currently waiting for the Night Shuttle to pick me up. Just one more week...it's so close, I can feel it.
So relieved!!!!!!!!! Well, in a week. Until then I feel incoming pimples and manic writing :( I remember the first time that I finished finals in college my first semester............I looked and felt like crap. But I plan to go crazy after and chill with everyone one last time :) Gymtime with my new freshman friend...Revo Lee 
I need to stop blogging and go sleep. I blame the shuttle for being late.
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| So I'm sitting at Cafe Strada, and they're playing a lot of Christmas/religious music. Hallelujah just came on, and it makes me miss terribly choir back in high school. Even though we grumbled a lot and complained about going to choir every other day, it was truly a lot of fun. I think I really miss the holiday concerts too, even though we pretty much did the same thing every year :) Coming in by "candlelight" in the auditorium and standing next to my closest friends were always the highlight each winter.
I really miss Crystal Children's Choir too. The funny thing is that now I don't even know where most of my CCC clothes were...in those brightass colors. Bright yellow, purple, green...:) I'm grateful that a lot of these people are still in my life, and I get to see them almost every time that I want<3
On the even more unfortunate hand, it is FREEZING here. Apparently it's snowed in Sac, Oakland hills, and Orinda...this weather is insane. I'm so grateful that I have such a big blanket and comforter to keep me warm at night :)
Good luck on finals, kids<3
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| This song has been on repeat in my iTunes for the last...53 times. I guess this is just what I do-- play a song out on repeat for a few days until I finally get sick of it. There's just something so haunting about this song that I can't stop playing it. But thankss Grace Hwang for sending hella pictures of TaeYang...they make me happy hahah.
4.5 and counting. Almost there....almost. There's good days, and then there's bad days like these..Even rare moments like real ROFL times aren't enough to quench the nagging feeling at the back of my mind. I want this to go away, but I don't think it ever really will. Only the future will tell what's meant to be.
ga ji ma<3
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| So it's true what they say-- "older but wiser". I don't think this adage has held as true as it has today. This year...has been so difficult. So incredibly difficult. I didn't think I was going to survive emotionally, but I did. I have to thank the people that I thought were my friends...but turned around and made me cry instead. I'm thankful for you, because you guys taught me how to be strong and to not care about things that you guys said anymore.
I know now that I'm someone different than who I was back in June. Thank you. :)
The last milestone has now passed. Finally okay, but you'll always be in my heart.
And now there's only good things awaiting me ahead. I'm dying to hear back from my interview about teaching in Asia...I decided that I'm now willing to give Korea a chance as well as Taiwan. Though I hope it's Taiwan first :):)
And now that I'm single for sure in my heart and mind....I plan to stay that way. It's such a relief to finally be truly happy.
But most importantly...thank you to my family (real & SOPi/AGC) and friends. Couldn't have been the same without you<3
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| So I watched New Moon last night-- it was awesome! No spoilers, but it was definitely more entertaining than Twilight. I think the best part was watching it at Kayubi (theater in Japantown), because there's a bar upstairs (!!!!) that you can actually drink and watch a movie....hilarious.
Today is my last formals, and I can't help but feel a little bittersweet. Regardless, I'm looking forward to it with my awesome date and lovely sisters<3 It took me 5 months, but I'm finally happy again. I realized yesterday that I'd rather be single than jump into date after date or a new skanky relationship. Admittedly I haven't been following my own advice but I finally am now :) Single is fun and uncomplicated :):):)
Thank you to all who had to endure me this past semester. I couldn't have gotten through my first emotional mess without you girls<3
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